A letter from the forgettable for the unforgettable

Dear buddy,

After this long decades we’ve faced, how are you, hei?
I can’t imagine how gorgeous you are now… You are always the one, I know. Haha
I told my friends that I have a brilliant treasure like you
I told them your entire greatest dreams and the way you make them come true
They envy me for having you, don’t you ever think about that?
You mean a lot to me, even to them, who just know you from the stories I conversed
I’m a chatterbox, whenever I talk about you… you know it well, don’t you? =)

What happen to your cell phone, eh?
This has been one semester since you reply my last message, asking you about algebra case I couldn’t solve
I called you for times but it was ended by the voice of the operator
Do you broke your cell phone again, pal?
Oh God, I have told you so much times to be care to your stuffs, haven’t I?
I know your income is more than enough to buy the newest gadgets in this world, but trying to love and keep it well is important
Oh ok, you usually closed your ears with your big fingers if I started to murmuring words like your granny, right? Haha… ok, mate, I’ll stop.
But please at least reply my short message, will you?
You used to borrowed somebody’s phone just to calm me down from worrying you
Or maybe you run out of credit and you just lazy to recharge it?
Okay… I know, you never want to have your time spent in vain. I’ll send some of my credit to you soon. Tell me when you need it, ok?

Anyway, what’s wrong with your internet connection, dude?
You stopped uploading your status in facebook months ago… I hardly ever find your account appeared in Yahoo messenger or another chatbox, I found no new post in your tumblr, I tried to post many things to every account of your social networks, but I never got it replied
Was the connection there in a severe damage?
Aha! Don’t say that you forget the password again, tubby?
Oh My Lord… I should have thought about it before! Pity you =(
Change it, buddy… then tell me. Just rely on me, I tell nobody about your password, if it’s the only one to make you connect to me. Ok?

Days ago, I went to the ice cream park we loved to visit
I ordered two cups of blueberry ice cream, one with chocolate candy on top, one with strawberry jam on top..yours.
I almost cried, like a baby, realizing that it was the very first time I come to this place without you
It was the very first time I couldn’t even smell these delicious things… they tore my memory of you up
And I ended up by giving them to the children waiting their mommy in front of a grocery store

You know, there was a new old-building near my auntie’s office
It could be our new collection!
I had wrote down our name there… your job’s left, drawing our cutie picture over the wall with my sister’s crayon
We would wait for the cloudy day there, and then we light the fireworks and yelled to the world that we were the sun, we were the brightest
I can’t help myself doing those all with you like we used to…really

Hei… by the way, you know, my second scrap book is ready to be released! Hahahaha
You must love it… it is full of our photographs! We are just like high class model, you said that =D
I collected every tickets we got, I wrote every moments we passed, I played every songs we used to sing … I can’t wait to laugh at those sparks someday, with you by my side

Come home, dear..

Well, I heard some news from you. Good and bad. But I just wish you all the best
I pray before I sleep, hoping, wherever you are, you are…you just…, you know, happy and get all you want… like you always promised me long ago
All those memories, buried peacefully in my mind. Nothing can even disturb, trust me.
Every place I go, I think I find you, waiting in cheerful face, ready to hug me tight
Every food I eat, I feel you next to me, staring with your greedy face, ready to rob mine
I just have no idea how to make you stop popping out around
I just have realize… that we are never, not even in a second, be away, like this

I wanted to cry, but the tears wouldn’t come… Cause I’m not really feeling that damn sadness
We’re far apart, but I’m happy. I’m joyful… with those things you left in my head, in my heart, in my sight, in my sense
I would be really don’t care if someday you change, you forget me; yeah, I know you wouldn’t, I’m just imagine; I’m still I am… be happy with those memories. They live in my mind, they are mine… no one can take it away from me, including you
I do want to create new tales with you, giving the new color in the bow of the rain, together, unseparated. But look, time goes, we’re older, we’re in the process of degenerative. There will come a time where you, or me, don’t know each other anymore, busy with our new life. It’s okay, pal. I’d be really ok with that.

You change, time changes, I tried my best not
I play back our story… I can’t stop it, like an addictive drug
And I never try to
I enjoy it… I love it

So, if maybe one day, once upon a time, you want to… just change, just go, just have your own story… you know where to go when you need me, right? Cause I’ll be fine with it and I’ll be always there for you. You’ve given me the most beautiful fairytales ever in my life, what else can’t be thankful for?

Thank you for allowing me to be your partner in this journey, Boss. Miss you so bad..

See you around =)

Hug

Your friend


Ini Cuma post aja kok. Cuma post doang. Sampah kedua. Percaya gw kan ya? Ini c-u-m-a p-o-s-t. Hehe..
Love you

-makqq